...But I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For...

I heard this song on the radio on my way to work. Its got a whole new meaning for me:




https://youtu.be/e3-5YC_oHjE

🎼🎵...I have scaled... These city walls.... These city walls... Only to be with you.... But I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For...🎶🎵


~Crystal LM😔👀🏗🏙🏫🌁🌃🌆🌇🌉🛣🛩🛫🛬✈

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Hashbrowns & Eggs

^_^  Nom. nom, nom...

tastes even healthier than fast food hashbrowns!

~ Crystal LM 😋👍🍟🍝🍴🍳

Upsidown Selfies. -^_^- -v v-

I do apologize for thee delay.
           Workin hard, or hardly working, right?
                     
                                  Well, it's been a chaotic past couple of days. But I can see each and everyday, how Jehovah is slowly and carefully making me stronger.
         Last night, my feet did not hurt as bad! And I wasn't as tired coming home as I usually am... !?!

                 Stronger...

          Though my place right now is a total pig stye. Like a hurricane came through and left only newspaper and clothes in it's wake. 🌊😵

           Anyhow, at least I have a good four day weekend coming up to fix it all. -_-'        But hopefully I can get it all together by next month.

           Because I still need to inform housing... argh. So they can bloody raise my rent. Because if I don't they could kick me out. *garh*
           The perils of working, I'm afraid.

           And although I've been dreaming of a handsome young brit to come and wisk me offa my feet,... *such crazy dreams... haha*            I know I'ld be lucky just to meet a decent guy period. Let alone, a brother, or a brit, or anything so grand...
           And by decent, I mean one that would be kind enough to claim what is rightfully his. (if you liked it, then you should've put a ring on it)  Just sayin.

          Anyhow, getting back to reality. Haha. I was blessed enough to attend the memorial the other day wit my aunts. At the beautiful Country Club place... *not sure where exactly* They had a very beautiful setup there.

And behind in another area we found the wine section. Teehee. Not that we drank any...

So what does happen... lol. When you take an upside-down selfie and then flip them?

While wearing makeup?

pack it up flip it and reverse it... haha

 <---pointing out the brows

Squint squint...--->

lol I am such a diva...

Stay beautiful...

~Crystal LM 💝😘

Get Ready Delta!!

From The Weather Channel Android App: https://weather.com/news/news/southeast-storms-delta-flights-canceled

Separating the Men from the Boys!!

              When I first got started doing the mandatory training, there were a total of nine other trainees/candidates. Of those nine I am now, one of the four that did not quit after these first few days!
       It's funny, because there was even a girl from Charlotte airport. And she also quit.
        The nice Indian girl who also took care of kids and went to school also left. Only us four remain!
          I guess I must be stronger than I thought.
            That is the power of our grand creator, Jehovah!!!  🙏😁 I would never have made it this far, without Jehovah's help. And I am grateful that he is listening to all my hopeful and tiring prayers.

          Right now, I am achy all over. And tired beyond reason. But rather proud of myself for sticking with it.

           The craziest thing, though, is that now that I have this job... I finally get a call from Albertsons here in Cleburne. Saying that if I still want the job there, I need to phone them and set up an interview...  😕 seriously!?

           Oh, well. This career would prove more beneficial anyways.

I get to meet soo many different kinds of fascinating people!

             I was even able to use my Chinese! ^_^      I told a nice Chinese man, Shi shi. (thank you). Gleee.

            And I met a very nice Irish man. *_*   Too cool!!

           But there are also those type of people... that you kind of wish would go bug someone else.

You know of the ones I speak... The drop dead gorgeous type, who appear rather clearly to be utterly and completely rotten to the core!

             They'll complain because they aren't getting their way. Or because they have to walk a ways to get to their flight terminal... And give you nothing but spoiled Attitude.

             I feel like telling them, "suck it up buttercup! I've been standing here for eight hours!! And in between that, I have to walk to the breakroom. Takes me two minutes to get there!!! And you don't see me complaining!"

               But... I need to be nice to everyone... *sigh*

           So. . . I just think about my future. And let it all just pass me by...

             And then. . . the relaxing commute home... The closer I get to this small town, the slower it starts to feel. Like I'm headed back to my own relaxing little piece of nowhere...

            To rest.

            

It's hard. I won't lie. But. . . Jehovah is with me. And THAT is what makes it all worth it. [-_-]

~Crystal LM 💜😴

Confucious no lie... Haha

                     <---- That's one fortune cookie, I hope is actually right. ^_^

                  Been bustin my but! To make sure my bills are paid, my fridge is stocked with food, and I keep my job!
                  And although my dogs (feet) have been barking, (mercy mercy!) and my neck and back and legs feel like heavy wet noodles..., the hours are long, and the pay is small... I'm still kickin. And hanging in there!

                So since I don't know when I will be able to find the time to take photos of meself in my new uniform, I figure I'll just share these ones...\

                   

had to try to get the name badge to look clearer...

Anyhow...

Despite all the hard times... I know that this job will be worth it. I just have to hang in there, until I get used to it. And then get past a couple of months of hard work with very little pay.

But I just keep myself motivated.

All those long hours of just standing there in the airport terminals... 

by singing this song:

And that... inspires me... to keep going!  (^_^)

😥😴😎

🎶🎵...we'll get there fast (taking the jet plane)... and then we'll take it slow...

that's where we want to go... way down to Kokomo...🎵🎶

I'ma go to:  🎵Bermuda, Bajama, c'mon pretty mama... Key Largo, Montego, baby why don't we go... Aruba, Jamaca... Oohh I wanta take ya...🎶

~Crystal LM 😁

The Miracles of Prayer...

Greetings, bloggers. ^_^

                    Sorry its taken awhile to get back wit yuz. I've been... well... working really hard!!
Pushing myself to . . .

                     The only way, I could think of... to describe this past weekend... is. . . well... I don't think anything I could ever say would justify it!!! If I had to put it into words. . . I would say...  It's been like . . . one long series of miraculous events! A miracle!!

               Jehovah... has been helping me out soo much lately. I am truly blessed by him. And I am trying my best to please him in this work. I kind of also made a sort of agreement with him. Over my main problem. . . friendship? With his people.
               And I do believe that this is... well. . . part of his master plan. ^_^

               I said, " If a companion is what I need to return to serving you,... than I will search high and low for one..."

               And. . . well... I have a feeling he's going to help me. . . search HIGH ✈ and LOW ⛺!  Lol.

                But seriously. . . I can't really explain all of the help he's given me. And my aunts have been invaluable! I just wish there was some way... that I could return the favor somehow. But I'm sure I'll think of something. . .

             The only thing I worry about... is. . . the first thing that usually happens to people, when they start to get those feet up off of the ground, in anything... is. . . they start to look down! And that's usually when the fear overwhelms them. Right? So... looking ahead to this, I wonder. . . can... I really keep this momentum going?
          Can I pace myself well enough, to stay up?

            I believe if I pace myself... take care of myself. And worry about others later. . . Focus on my health. And try not to let the stress, pain, depression, ect. get to me... Which will no doubt take alot of effort. And probably have to stay focused on that. I can. But not without care, proper eating habits, possibly excercise, rest, ect. will that be possible.

            But standing there... doing my job yesterday. . . looking at that AA sign with the plane flying through the alps... I couldn't help but feel like. . .  "The sky's the limit, girl. The sky... is. . . the... Limit! . ." [*.*]

            And may Jehovah bless all those who are helping me get there. I have been praying that everyday!

            Oh, hey. I got my bird feeder up now! :-)

And although, I lost that old phone... to the struggle. . .
        this new one was well worth the extra dough!

                           The zoom is amazing!!     ----->        

 

we had alot of fun. ^_^   I thought it was cute that she held her hand up to laugh. ^.^

Is it me? Or does this camera love to make us look good?

~Crystal LM 💛💜💝😘