Tuesday, November 28, 2017

"Controlling Beauty"

Controlling Beauty


(a poem)




When does a Rebel,
Lose their joy?

When does a bird,
 Lose it’s song?

When it is gilded and caged,
And told this is the way it has to be,
From now on.

When its wings are cut,
And it is forced never to fly again.

Then it’s joy,
Begins to fade.

And the night,
Becomes a cloudy day.

A pale autumn moon.
A star lit night.

The morning breezes,
The sun’s delight.

Fades into a clouded fog.

Of so this is,
And so this was.

Why for me,
They wish to control?

When I need freedom.
I need to fall.

I rarely break away from the norm.
So when I do,
Let this be my storm!
But into a bottle,
You try to keep it.

Trap the storm,
And try to seal it!

And I become,
Like a lifeless doll.

Like an empty shell,
A decoration upon a wall.

Not truly there,
But to look upon.

A wonder of creation.
Gone wrong.

When once was beauty,
In the air!

Floating,
Soaring,
Free without a care.

Then came the poachers,
To steal away,
Arrows flew,
And skies turned gray.

Please my heart,
Do not tie me down.

Do not cage me up,
Within a frown.

Do not push me into that damp dark box.
From where the wind,
Cannot touch.

From where the light of day doth only gleam.
And the light of a moon,
Is far away seem.

Do not force this structure,
Upon my world.

And kill the living things,
Below.

For what was once a perfect scene,
Becomes a trashy,
Wasted,
Latrine.

And no one comes,
Save for the roaches.

That live and die,
For death approaches.

And through their scurrying,
The only sound.

The sorrow,
Of a frozen ground.

A crack that lie there,
In the cement.

The only memory,
Of a beauty spent.

A truly vacant lot,
For rent.




~ 11-28-17
CLynn 😪

Wednesday, November 22, 2017

. . . I Think I'm in Love, But it Makes Me Kinda Nervous to Say So...





                   🎵"... I really think I better get a hold of myself. Don't want to let the night get ahead of myself. Whispering your love through a smoke ring smile, he doesn't know what happens when he's around..."🎶
                      

                           ~ CLynn -Reached!

Friday, November 17, 2017

Did You Know? . . . - Classical Music...



                    Did you know... that classical music isn't just great for studying to and helping one to think clearly when one is needing to come up with a unique and fresh idea for a topic/assignment?


                      It's also... an Anti-Depressant!

           How?

                                   For me,... the music seems to go... from sad. . . to cheery... It captures your sadness... and whisks it away. . .

Remember the music box?




--

And after it takes away your sadness... you can focus more on getting things done.



This kind of music is more for... well. . . cleaning and working and working it out! (^_~*)

Stay Rowdy!


~ CLynn 👌👍🎵🎹🎶

Tuesday, November 14, 2017

Oh, those Hazy Dayz

I don't know if anyone else has noticed... but the world has just experienced two(2) major earthquakes WITHIN THE LAST TWO DAYS!


Iran/Iraq border - Sunday Nov. 12  - A { 7.3 } on the Richter scale!          
                                             
                                                     &

Northern California - Monday Morning Nov. 13th  -  A { 4.7 } on the Richter.


              A sign perhaps!?

Image By NASSER KARIMI and MOHAMMAD NASIRI, Associated Press


                                                                - -


                 But in other news... I must say... that despite my intense periods of tooth pain, the past couple of days, have been wonderful! ^_^   I am, however dreading the coming down of this though, coming down off of the pain medication. [-_-'] Something tells me, it's not going to be a fun ride.


             Though, I do feel now, that I could very easily become a work-a-holic!

         It seems that when I try to enjoy myself over the weekends, I just end up feeling miserable. About the only thing I can accomplish during them is just a relaxation period. A time to relax my mind over the long week of applying my brain to assignments and college level books!
           Which is good I guess...
       But I seem to enjoy getting back to it during the week even more!!  😄
Strange...




~ CLynn

Sunday, November 12, 2017

TRUE Psychology of Motivation!!!

This is BullS!! Straight up bull!!! I got this in the mail today, because I forgot to check it Friday... so I checked it today... and. . .

Who the heck needs Psychology of Motivation!?  I've got all the motivation I need to complete this degree, RIGHT HERE!!!:



First off... I NEVER got to WORK FOR DOLLAR GENERAL!!!  Second... I NEVER EARNED ANY MONEY... I applied for work, they put me in their system... and now Housing is on my @ss about it!  >_<#

                   *pissed beyond reason, right now*

                   I swear to GOD, if I ever get out of this hole (poverty)  I WILL remember this!! And I must remember to help out all of those poor souls who have no choice but to live under the heavy yoke (of oppression) of these EVIL government programs!!!


EVIL...   Do they want to oppress the poor?


~ CLynn😡😤🔥 (#>.<)

Wednesday, November 8, 2017

Success Takes Time...



                         Greetings, bloggers. ^_^   I am pleased as pudding... happy as pie... and crazy like a fox... to present to you... my next greatest achievement!






You can now find it on my portfolio -^_^-  as well.

Crystal Lynn's Professional Portfolio!




Never underestimate the innately gifted. [^_~*]

~ CLynn

Monday, November 6, 2017

-+-+- *Angels Singing* -+-+-



*gasp*           I can't believe it! I want to share this with my class... but I have no idea of where to start?!?

                                      I just saved my own BUT from being over drafted on my account due to a dang fangled scam...(long story) by. . .
                                                    ACTUALLY USING WHAT I LEARNED in APP101!  (Computer Fundamentals/Basics)


😮  

My neighbor actually needed help with her computer... so I showed her how to use a simple common free web-based program to make her life a little easier...

and she was soo grateful,
she paid me for it!

I tried to refuse it... but she replied that it was more than anyone else had been able to do for her. Computer wise...


               *gasp*

               And since she's starting a job as an assistant secretary for a local holding's company, she mentioned that the tips I gave her were... priceless!

              Does anyone else hear angels singing?

                                     Lol.

                Knowledge really is power!!💪

                                                          *Light Bulb!!*💡

                What if... I could use this added knowledge to help pay my way through school doing odd jobs for people with their PCs?. . .

                            






You get the picture:


~ CLynn  😄#up  *tears of joy right now... tears of joy*

Does anyone happen to know?



                      Is there Life... after Bills?


Its pretty bad when your standing in a dollar store having to make one the biggest decisions of your life...

Do I get the bag of chips?

or
The can of refried beans?

There can be Only ONE!



                     "Do you think there's life after death?" - Rose

               "I hope so, there's not much happening before..."  -Daisy
                                                 ( Keeping Up Appearances )


                                But on a positive note, I am working to better streamline my daily/weekly usual class routine!

                          If I can better plan out the work needed to be done and use the tools I have, I may be able to get the actual work done quicker than it usually takes me.
                         Due to writing most things by hand.

              Which will boost my schoolwork productivity. And get it done faster!

            Which means more time... for other things!         Like that novel I've been neglecting. -_-'


                                    Sob... I miss you, novel!

But... yeah... ended up spending the whole weekend relaxing, taking a long hot bath, and watching my favorite brit comedies because I felt like I needed some R&R.

Bugger...

Once again,
It's Monday...
and I'm swamped with housework, etc.

CURSE YOU TIME WASTING... FUN!!!

Naw...
but it's a necessary evil, I'm afraid.

I feel great now!
Ready to take on the world!

and soon...
very soon...

I will have the time to write those wonderful books! [*.*]



=^_^=




~ CLynn 👀👌👍

Saturday, November 4, 2017

Beneath the definition of Intuition...

I can see now... how people can get addicted to prescription drugs so easily...



Lets put it this way... I can't be the only one who after a long hard work week of paying bills, housekeeping, and schoolwork, doesn't like to kick back with an ice cold refreshing beer!
                       But after a massive toothache, and a quick but heavy dose of Tramadol.... it helps to ease the pain while you wait for the pain med to kick in...
          There is really only one word for that kind of feeling. . .

                                                            Heaven


           Add (+) some intellectual daily advance collegiate studies...


And you find yourself lost beneath the definition of Intuition:

                                           
pure, untaught, noninferential (<---had to look that one up as well!) knowledge.
6. Linguistics. the ability of the native speaker to make linguistic judgments, as of the grammaticality, ambiguity, equivalence, or nonequivalence of sentences, deriving from the speaker's native-language competence.

What?!   Right... ok... ya done lost me. . . But it was a word used in a lecture... so. . . That is how I lost my mind!!

😵
But don't worry... I refuse to make a habit of it. ^_~*

By the way... Have you had your Cup of Tea today?







LMAO *cough *snort gah.

~ CLynn 😁😊😋