Ok... So I started this post on Week 15... but unfortunately lost it due to a slight internet browser error. (or so I believe. f-n technology). But I will try to reiterate what was written in that one. (-_-')
To begin with, NO I DO NOT YET KNOW THE GENDER! We won't know until after I see the Gyn/OB by week 18! So no need to ask meh. I really don't know. My best guess would be... girl. Based on a magic eight ball that also predicted the pregnancy. π Seriously! Otherwise, there are conflicting wives' tales. It's a girl... no... it's a boy because of this... or possibly a girl due to that... No one really knows for sure. So we will ALL be surprised to finally find out. π
Nextly, I have to say it's been an extremely difficult time for me. I'm upset to say the least of it. This is because I was told the second Trimester was supposedly the "Happy Trimester" *air quotes*
Pffffffffffft...
Let me tell you how,... HAPPY... it's been...
Since the start of Trimester 2, I have experienced the following symptoms:
Nausea
Yup. Despite the lessening of nausea from the first Tri, I still get the symptom every once in a while. Sometimes due to forgetting to take a certain medication. Or so I believe. But been eating almost as often as I pee, which has helped in this area immensely. So... not as bad. But still there.
Constant Urination!
Yup. I even get up several times a night because I have to pee. Which is usually followed by hunger again. So I get up, pee, and eat, and then try to return to sleep. But only for another 2 hours before my bladder wakes me up again. I'd drink less water at night... but I always get nauseous if I don't drink enough of the stuff. Same as eating I suppose. Sigh*
TRUE STORY ---^
And Clearly... the worst one of all of them lately... has been. . .
F A T I G U E !!
I have had the worst time with finding the energy to do just about anything! I know partially its in due to not being able to work out as much. But I'm sure with the move we are planning soon, I should get plenty of it. And besides which I hope to also start a pre-natal excercise routine after it. So hopefully that will also help.
But besides the neverending paperwork, from new rental applications, to food stamp forms needing to be re-completed due to changes in my current situation, and filing my taxes... Planning this move, handling month to month finances, and trying to remain in good health, I barely have time to breathe these days. Let alone relax. But am determined to do so, since insomnia seems ever to loom just right around the corner. . .
I'm pretty sure, I've experienced ALL of the pregnancy symptoms, I'm mentioning here and in the memes as well.
I've been lucky, though. The one thing I can still seem to accomplish in spite of the constant fatigue etc. ...
CROCHET
These are my Baby Bear Beanies ------>
Handmade with Xtra Love. ππ
So at least despite not being able to keep up with the household chores like I wish I could, -_-' I'm at least not completely and totally useless... (or at least feeling like I am. π)
Anyway, I've also experienced another unexpected and unprecedented symptom to this entire mess...
I call it...
Snippyness -(i.e. just another word for total Bitch-ing-ton)
But I guess the thing that has really pissed me off the most durring all this, was the insatiable and incredibly inumerable amount of lies I'm being told about being pregnant! (ok, so I exxagerate this, but it's frustrating)
the second Trimester is said to be the happiest. (as well as the women from the WIC office and others). And I just love how at the end of some of their videos they say things like: ". . . And don't forget to enjoy your pregnancy!"
π REALLY!!?!? π
seriously!
But along with the snippityness... I've found sometimes sadness will hit me like a bullet train on a runaway downhill mudslide of metal and debris!
So the rollercoaster of emotions has been a real picnic of a ride as well.
And yet... in spite of it all,... My boy has been with me through the good and the bad.
Helping out with the chores as much as possible... even on top of already working a full-time job and getting paid well for it. So I gotta give the guy his props. He puts up with my snippyness on a daily basis. And still treats me like a queen. ππππππΈπ
MAD RESPECTS. I luv that guy. π
In spite of all of my difficulties in all this, I find that I have to constantly remind myself...
It will all be worth it... In the end.
~ CLynn