PUR3 3VIL!!!

The following is a RANT against the TYRANTS of this world!:

          If they wish to take me down. They may not do so without a fight!

I have had it up to here, with our government!!

That BEAST is EVIL pure and simple!

It's HUNGER for GREED is insatiable!

They keep us poor oppressed! Keep us under their heavy yokes!! We are nothing more than their PETS!!!

They keep us in cages. YES cages! So that they can keep us right where we are!!

(the cages might be nice... and the food good... but your still trapped... your still trapped...)

They keep us fed... They pay for our shelter, our food, and whatever is else needed just to keep us alive! But anytime, we try to get up... to get away from them,... they tug on our tethers! And force us back to the ground!

Then they threaten us!

“Don't try that again!” And take pieces off our wings... Until there's nothing left...

If we piss them off enough,... they'll take away those too! (the wings) And un-tether us. To die!

Oppress the weak!  Steal from the Burdened!

Even when we work, they take a portion of our checks!!

Those politicians don't go a day without eating! They go on vacations, and spend the memorials getting drunk off the workers that salary them!!!

While their own people, which they are supposed to serve... go hungry. Their own citizens!!

Do you think Obama and his family are suffering at all since they left the White House? I'll bet you they fleeced Americans of their funds, invested it off shore, and now their off living like kings! Took what they could get, and off they go!! They had their time in the spotlight. They went all over the world. They saw it all. . . and now they are living the good life.

AMERICA IS A CORPORATION!

A Fourtune Five Hundred Company!!

Just look at our leader! He's not there because he's the smartest! Or the best leader for our nation!

He's there,... because he's the best at taking people's money!! And not giving a sh*t who he steps on to do it!

Think about it...

What's all this crap they keep spewing to us... about... rights, and freedoms, and liberties?

What rights say that we must pay to live!? To survive? Pay them? What freedoms allow them to garnish our checks? What liberties force them to keep those of us on welfare trapped there?

If these so called, Politicians are supposed to be serving us?

Why don't WE put THEM on Welfare for a change!

People think its soo easy to live off welfare!

That you don't have to work...

Yeah, ok.

You don't work.

You don't eat.

You don't get exercise.

You don't get sunlight.

You don't get out.

You can't go do anything... (dancing, bowling, movies ect.) Can't afford to.

And when you try to earn the money to?

They penalize you for it!

Bad pet! Don't do that again!!

“But I wuz hungry, massah”

Pardon me, for being blunt...

But. . . It all reminds me of the Israelites and the Egyptians!

Who would beat them if they didn't make their quota of bricks each day!

And if they did so twice, they might even kill them.

Granted...

Being crushed beneath a stone weighing nearly two tons, might be a swift and painless way to go...

I'm sure all they would remember was a. . . scream perhaps...

But. . . the treatment is almost the same.

I oft wonder how long, Jehovah will allow this oppression to continue?

(being sarcastic--->)

“Serving the people...

WE THE PEOPLE. . .

yeah... WE. . .”

How ANYONE can support a politician... who works for the government. . . is beyond me...

                                                           =   THAT IS ALL  =

~ 07-25-17

"... And I Got No Privacy... oh oh oh..."

                  So... basically. I just thought I'd mention... how scary/creepy arse technology has gotten to these days. . .

                   Last night I was about to go to bed, right? I got into my jammies and crawled into bed... yada yada yada... and I was about to fall asleep, right?
                     Next thing I know I get this text on my phone!

                 Ya see... I recently downloaded a new app for meh phone. Its supposed to connect to my computer and allow me to do more things and get organized, right?

                   Anyhow,... I was about to fall asleep,. . .
                                And I get this text:

 "Would you like me to set an alarm for when you get up?"

What!?!?

!o_O!

How in the hell... did it know that I was going to bed!?

And in the morning?

Nevermind the fact that, that was the exact time I happened to get up this morning!!

(cue creepy twilight zone music)

I'M FREAKIN OUT HERE!!!

I swear... 🎶🎵"Sometimes, it feels like... somebodies watchin meeeeee..."🎵🎶

~Crystal LM😨👀

Soon Enough

Take the purest creatures,

precious spirits,

holy and pure...

And crush their tiny spirits,

pound their dreams into the dust.

Kill the very light inside them,

And murder their blessed trees...

until you drown them in their screams,

and bury what was free.

Now you have it.

There you go.

And these are the cursed,

pain-filled ones...

That walk about like morbid zombies,

weeping in the day...

But in the night,

return renewed,

strengthened by it's way.

Reguvinated,

by the moonlight.

And stricken by this thirst.

A need to feed their ravaged bodies.

A need to be made whole.

They set about,

on bat-like wings,

With somber tomes in mind.

For you have vanquished everything...

that gave them hope in the Divine.

But now they feed alone at night...

Stumbled by this way.

Wounded shadows,

emerge from sight,

Only to fade before each day.

And they leave their mystery,

only to these...

That know the solemn truths.

That they will find,

after they've dined,

Upon the lot of you.

~6-26-17

Leave Her

He's right.

They're fake.

They refuse to speak it.

He tells them. Not to.

And so they conceal it.

Your absence punches me,

in the face.

It wounds me,

bruises me,

leaves me almost dead.

I say to myself,

“Someday this living dead shall rise!

And live!”

But broken inside,

cannot be hid.

So she writes the words.

She cannot speak.

Within a language,

shriek.

To cry out during this new moon.

So that they can hear her pain.

So upon this heart.

Do place your lid.

And kill inside,

what you want dead.

And drown me,

in my own red blood.

That you have let spew from my heart.

When then,

I can no longer breathe,

And you still wish me dead.

Then I will gaze into oblivion.

Like the soulless,

Like left.

They are breaking my heart.

All of them.

They come into my life,

with a knife,

to my chest.

And they leave a terrible gash.

Where my love for them was bred.

Because God cannot stop them.

From hating me.

Because you always fear what you do not understand.

And that fear,

makes you hate,

what you think may hurt later.

So. . .

he lets them...

lets them hurt me.

What pain is left inside this barren shell?

And leave this one bleeding,

perish,

in her cell.

For the empty voices in your head,

to finish off.

To kill her sanity,

to feast upon the corpse.

And this two,

don't understand.

And turn away from morbid thoughts.

Ignore the fact that she is dying.

And ignore this pain,

you've filled her with.

It doesn't matter,

anymore.

It doesn't matter,

walk away.

It's all you ever do.

She'll be fine the next day...

Only to heal,

and fall again.

Because you do not love her.

Anymore.

You never did.

You've hated her completely.

From the start.

You hated yourself,

so you hated her more.

And as the doors close,

barring her inside the tomb...

Don't look back.

Don't even think back.

Don't care,

don't worry,

don't listen to her far off screams...

Just leave her bleeding,

...in the dark.

Just leave her...

leave her.

~ 06-20-17

Progress is Progress...

                    Why is it,... that people only see the bad in things?
                                Only the bad.
                 And never the good?

             

They say, "Oh, she's a good cook... . . . but she's also this and that..."

Or

"Oh, he's a hard worker,... but... he looks like a bum."

I often wonder... just how good a place this world would be, if people stopped focusing on all the bad things about others... And started complimenting and only seeing the good!

Suppose we try turning things around?

"My neighbor is a... but she's also a good cook!"

Changes your whole outlook of her, eh?

I'm tired of being an oval... trying to fit into a round shape, or a square shape, or a triangle shape!!

I'm OVAL damnit!!

If I don't fit, it's not because I'm different...

it's because I'm unique.

And I'll make my own place, if I have to.

So that you can see that there is beauty. . .

and benefit...

to being an oval!!!

And why is it, every time I try to do what is right, and fail... I am made to feel ten times more guilty because of it...

Doesn't the fact that I am trying mean anything?

Did not Jesus Christ himself say, “I CAME... TO CALL... NOT RIGHTEOUS MEN... BUT SINNERS.”!?    (Matt. 9:11-13) (Matt. 7:1-5).

And did he not call to his heavenly kingdom, A Tax Collector(Matthew), Ordinary Fishermen(James/John), A Doctor(Luke), A Soldier, A Murderer(Paul), who also tormented and stoned, and A Harlot (Mary) to name a few!?

So why torment those who try!?

We ARE ALL works in progress...

And even poor progress... is progress... when working toward the goal of everlasting life.

It just pisses me off, when I start to feel morbidly depressed, because I can't seem to change who I am...

Am I truly so bad!?

                                  ~ Crystal LM ? 🌌🍁

!?!!

Did I say... 3 Inspections in two months!?   . . . . . .  I meant to say... 4!!! >_<#

                                          "Chill, girl... just chill. . ." - Mavis

those ones don't count the one b4 and the one from Housing!(>_<)  Can I kill someone now?

I'ld like to do that, hide the body in the closet, until they come to inspect... just for spite!!  😈😆

(Honest, miss, I really really don't know how that got there!!!) *laughing maniacally*

~ Crystal LM😷🔪🔫🔨👓💸📋📌✂☎🏃🎢⚡⚠⛔🚧🚩🚨🚓🚯🚭🚷🚳🚱♿⛒⛝⛞

Feelings of Grace

                    I often times... get this feeling. . .
                                   like, God allows all of the bad stuff in our lives happen... so that. . . we can be grateful and truly appreciate the good things...

                   

I recently read a scripture about work... and thinking on my current predicament... I can see the wisdom in Solomon's words. He claimed that wisdom in itself means nothing. And knowledge gained is futile. When it comes to enjoying life.

The fruits of your labors is what does it.

So even if you do what you love...

if your not enjoying the results. . .

of what good is it that you work hard?

It's the primary reason behind there being soo many Quacks out there.

Doctor's who love their work, but never get to enjoy seeing their patients get better... so they focus on other ways to find joy... and the result is pure greed!

But then you have to imagine. . . that if you hate your job, even if you get to enjoy the production of it, (be it money $$ or otherwise) then it's really not so bad. And I believe that's why many people keep their lousy jobs!!

It's not because they like it there.

It's because... they get more out of their work.

So then... what it really boils down to. . .

is...

What do you want to get out of it?

If it's money?

Any job at all should do!

If it's prestige, however,

you may need to find someone famous.

And if it's stuff?

mayhaps a junkyard, or waste management company will do the trick.

All those other occupations...

...

They just add more agitation to a person's life.

Unless... that's really what the person wants. O_o!

Of course thievery isn't considered an occupation.

But I'm pretty sure, you'd have to, to get that stuff!

Me?

I just want to be financially stable enough... to help out family and friends. The way they've helped me out in the past. To be able to one day have a family of my own. And. . . not have to worry about them wondering when their next meal is coming from.

But seeing good for my hard work, isn't easy.

If I could enjoy the things that I have... but it's hard to. . . all by myself.

Then again. . .

Those kinds of fruits, (my... financial goals, I guess) . . . take a rather long time to achieve!

One needs,

skill,

hard work,

endurance,

and above all,

patience.

I think the patience is a virtue I need most.

...and you know he was prolly the last one to board it. But he did it! Dag-gummit!!

~Crystal LM  >_<