Till My Dying Breath

I hate to be,

The bearer of bad news…

But how can you breathe?

When stuck in centrifuge?

I feel like I am running,

Running to survive…

Running to reach an end,

Running for my life…

Running, running,

And getting no-where.

Working and running,

And ending up sore.

But I see them from a distance,

Watching…

Waiting for me to fall.

I see the thousand eyes upon me,

Beckoning,

Them All…

I lose my breath,

And start to heave.

Heavy hearts,

Can’t weave.

This tender chest,

Which sieves,

With pain,

and exhaustion,

beyond such fame,

lest we surrender,

to the weakness.

Each day,

Picks herself up.

To start off running,

Once again…

And all the while,

I can feel it.

Burning me up inside.

And so I reach out,

For my relief.

To ease the deafening,

Sound.

Pray not,

That this might take away,

For if only one would sway,

The entire race be at an end.

And love be hers,

Again.

~ 09-25-17

-- - -- Chillin -- - --

    == 🎵🎵"Calling all freaks now..."🎵🎵  ===

Who is this band?      Prodigy? And why have I never heard them before?  They totally rock my world!  [^_~*]-

...And don't forget to Krank It!!!!!! -->

                                                         

                                                                                    ~ Crystal L.

~-~ "If You Can't Handle The Chaos, Stay Out of The Chasm." ~-~

   ^-----That's going to be my new catch phrase!

Can't take a good photo of it... but I luv my hair as always... Just can't help the bad skin. Thinking it might be the nerdy curse. Lol. Curse of the nurd = bad skin. It's why I've been downing vitamin C and D like cray cray... but... anyhow... screw photos!!

                              

           

            

        

#EorePJs

Color courtesy:  Garnier, Intense Blue Black

But I have been told, by my academic professor... that I am technically training to be:  A COMPUTER SCIENTIST!

>-^,.,^-<   Science is Fun.    <(^_^ <)

"Blue on Black, tears on a river, push onto shove, it don't mean much. Sugar on Jack, match on a fire, cold on ice, a dead man's touch..."

~ Crystal L. 💁👸💜💜💜👤🎸🎼💻📑📏📖

Let it Whip ^_~*

 craving, tha vitamin C - so am whippen it up... old school style. -^_^-

                         🎶🎵 "...a woohooo!... So lett'er whip! Let's whip it, baby... Let's whip it, right... Let's whip it, baby... whip it all night..."🎶🎵

                             - That moment when your making a smoothie while listening to the radio, and the perfect song comes on. -


                                                                 ~  Crystal L. 💃💃🍹

Microsoft Word? ^-^***{ RE-MASTERED!!! }***^-^

Call me a nurd...
             Call me what you will. . .

                                   But it's a beautiful thing... when you can get a program to do things that other people... can only dream of. . .

                                A true whizard, never says never!!
           Oh, wait... what's this?!?

... two seconds later. . .

And now I am using (ctrl + \)  to command word to use the strikethrough any words I want!!!

Why this makes me want to get up, scream and dance around like a pixie on a magic shroom trip, . . .

the world may never know... o.O

Kick it!

~ Crystal L. 😎😜😝💃

Late night working on my schooling/school work...

This is basically me right here.

                       Although, my sleeping patterns are a bit screwed up right now...
so I don't start early in the AM....

                                          ~ Crystal L. ( Squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee -^_^-)

-- Home --

How do you put a thought into words?

When what you crave is miles away…

                I’ve seen the esscence of dawn in those words.

                                And yet…

                She steals a kiss before she goes…

                That is her heart, reaching out.

                'Tell not, the secrets which you keep held so deep inside you.'

And she could hear nothing,

                But the beating of her heart.

                A solemn figure standing alone,. . .

Standing firm…

                How can you move?

                When your heart is torn asunder…

I won’t entrap.

                It’s not my way.

I simply long to love again.

                And forcing me to come along.

Is like pushing the rush button on your favorite song.

I love with every fiber,

                But no one returns…

                And I am left to wonder.

All she wanted was a place where she was found.

Loved by one, in all the world.

                But there is no place left in the world,

For a female drifter…

                  🎵 "...baby boy done found his way hohohohohome."🎵

                                                                             

                                                                                          ~ Crystal L. 💗💧