The Closure

I remember long ago... when I first dreamed a dream. A true love's scheme. A heart thats lost it's soul, now beats where the breath of pure love layn.

Now I linger in it's wake.

An empty sorrow, seeping from distain.

God tells me for why I suffer so.

He says that it is admirable to suffer for his name's sake.

Yet I am torn assunder, by his words.

By the ache which swiftly fills the hole.

Where once I had believed.

Can you expect to use a broken glass again?

When will they understand?

Or perhaps I shall be forever alone.

For me,

I cannot mend.

And pronounce me sorrow filled,

for all my endless days.

Beauty and talent, mean nothing in this world.

And brains is just for zombies.

All of that,

and it's never enough.

It's never enough.

I just want a partner in crime.

A... love that is true.

So that I can love freely.

And be loosened,

from this noose.

~Crystal L. 😢💀