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Drowning in a sea of misadvent,

Struggling to lift your head amidst the pouring rain.

I push through blood and sweat,

Grit my teeth to ease the pain,

Pouring flame through bones and eyes that are filled with tears.

And in the chaos of this struggle…

Your losing sanity,

To just dream…

I want to be with you.

Why can’t we traverse this sea?

Why must we be soo far away?

Rub bloodshot eyes,

In agony.

Burn midnight oil,

Madly.

Kill more of this inside pain,

While flushing liquor down your drain.

Itch, and pick, and bleed some more.

Pain seems to only fuel the anger that feeds you.

Every bite becomes a furious reminder.

Of the burning rage that lies beneath.

She turns to the sun.

When it hides.

She turns to the sound,

Of an infant’s cry.

But only in her head,

Does she hear the sound.

And only in her heart,

The feelings thrive.

Breaking boarders,

Breaking bones.

Breaking fingers,

Broken past.

Awaken to the nightmare.

That never ceases to end.

A neverending story,

No one want’s to pretend.

Kill more of what you are,

To be like them.

Kill more of yourself,

To live.

And itch and peel,

Away the skin.

That boils with more than troubles akin.

Your eyes rake open,

With the realization,

That your still asleep.

Searing flames behind your eyes,

To burn away,

At the only thing we’ve left to feel.

Have you stopped breathing?

So you breath in.

Taking every ounce of strength with it.

Breathe.

Breathe.

And come away with me.

To the land of disillusion.

To the world of faint.

Where cloudy are the thoughts you have.

And foggy is where your mind stays.

Your embittered pain,

Blocks out the sun.

Your doomed today,

Because of some demon that comes to kill your soul.

You tear yourself apart to fight him.

Only to realize,

You fight the only part of you,

That’s left.

~ CLynnr  💔(1/1/2019)