Hey

These days it feels like I'm slipping away...
           ...into a kind of insanity...

                               the worst part is...  . . . . I'm enjoying it....

 

H E Y

Hey YOU then,

Your trying not to black out again…

You hate it when you lose a friend.

Your learning to let go of them.

Hey YOU then,

Your trying not to black out again…

You hate it when you lose a friend.

Your learning to let go of them.

Hey You then,

Why are you always comparing stems?

When can you feel your heart beat-in?

You have no aimed direction in.

Hey You,

Losing your ambitions blend,

Focus becomes a distant dream.

Reality, is all you see-m.

Hey then,

Can you continue living like a bot?

Moving without a single thought.

Approaching destinations fraught.

You then,

What’s your main intention then?

Aiming for another strand,

Only to watch it crumble hand.

Bringing selfs to bitter ends.

I can see an evil there,

Within the void I stare.

But I cannot seem to look away.

Holding onto something grey.

This comfortable,

Chaos.

Is starting to drag me in.

And I can feel it’s consuming warmth.

Melt away my skin.

Flesh and bone,

Become a kind of home.

For weary souls to mend.

And wash away,

Bedarkened thoughts.

By what we have within.

I’ll hold on tightly,

To this soft impression.

To a dream within a dream,

Indention.

I’ll clutch it firmly in my palms.

And let the chaos rend these arms.

Liberating flailing limbs,

From what was once their place.

To free us from the unending tomb,

That is,

 our life’s disgrace.

~ 10-07-17

~ CL