Isn't it funny? How when you feel as though you're running from something, the faster you run, the more it seems like someone is chasing you?
It's odd,... but that is how I had been feeling of late. . . .
It seems this past week has been a bit of darkness... a bit of evil... and a bit of misery catching up with me. 😓
I fear. . . for ...
They've sent me letters... they're no longer going to give me food stamps! 😧 Even though, I mentioned to them, that I had been laid off!! This has never happened to me before!!! Has it? O_o
So now I've got to rush down to their office, on Monday or Tuesday... because Monday I have a lot of phone calls to make... just to argue with them in person. {-_-'}
To top that, housing sent a nice little letter today. 😢 They're going to kick me off of housing, just because I can't get the freakin transaction history from my card for November, December, and January... >_<
I swear, if I lose my home over all of this..., . . . .. .. I think I'll just kill myself........................
I feel like my world around me is beginning to crumble slowly, like a wet cake left out in the rain....
And despite the fact, that I do recall this happening with my food stamps in the past..., I cannot help but worry my brains out about not having any food.
My bills are returning as well to their high state.
And with no food,...
. . .
This is the reason... I haven't been sleeping at night.
And probably also the reason, my stomach keeps hurting from all of the stress and worry.
Aye, Dios!
Rescue me from this evil!
~ Crystal LM 😬😰😳😥😖😢😟💀
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