Sometimes... on the road of life... We often trip, and stumble, and sometimes when something makes us stumble, we get turned around. And lose sight of the path ahead. We know where we are going, and where we want to be. But for a little bit there, we just aren't sure which way is north. It takes us a bit of time to shake it off and assess the situation. But once we figure it out, it's not too hard to start out slowly again. In the right direction.
Another one of my biggest problems, is... I seem to fall in love at the drop of a hat. That's why I had to leave initially. I can admit that now. I couldn't take the heartbreak anymore. I seem to fall in love with every cute/handsome guy I meet. (If he's handsome to me, I guess).
It's something I just can't seem to help. I hate it. I don't want to get close to anyone anymore. Because of all the heartbreak. I know... if I could just find one decent man... to aim my affections to... I wouldn't have such a hard time. I know that!
I blame the hormones.
But... on another note. I've been busy of late. Payday... The day that forces you to dress relatively nicely and venture out to give away all of the money that isn't even yours to begin with. Lovely. Just what I want to do every month... Go out and see all of the awesome stuff, that I'll never be able to afford. All because I have to pay to live.
Existence... is what's Futile!
~ Crystal LM😩 (01-31-17)
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