Monday, February 6, 2017

If only this tongue could speak...





                       If only I could find the words to explain to some people.
                                                                           --
They seem to think that Jehovah's Witnesses are like a cult. Or like an extremely strict form of religion. All because we believe in disfellowshipping. And avoiding bad associations.

But I'd like to ask them:
“Don't you find it necessary to keep away from certain people. To avoid those who you feel are bad? Those that would constantly bring you down? Or those that influence you negatively?
Think about it...
Would you be caught hanging around with a murderer? Or a thief?
Would you happily and readily greet a man who was riddled in filth? One that would murder his own children? Or one that thought nothing wrong of sleeping with children?

No.
You wouldn't. You would be disgusted by them.
So why be surprised by a few people. Who feel that... if those ones don't need to ask for forgiveness of their sins, they should be strictly avoided?”

Sometimes... the logic of this world...
Evades me.

I avoid a lot of people... Because I know that they will only bring me down. Physically. Emotionally. Spiritually. Ect...

So I see nothing wrong. With some people deciding that they wish to avoid others, who... refuse to admit when they are wrong. When they are doing wrong. And thinking that God should not decide what is wrong or right...

I like to think of it this way:
                    “If you had a bowl. An empty bowl. And you set it upon the counter. What would happen to that bowl? Over time?
It would become filled with dust wouldn't it? Yes, eventually. And dirt. And maybe even a bug or two.
So you see.
That if you do not put the bowl to a proper use, it will become filled with improper things regardless.
The same with men.
If they do not do what is right.
You will only find them...
doing wrong.

There's no such thing. As an empty bowl, staying perfectly clean.”

And if a bowl refuses to come clean and be used for a right purpose... Then it's usually thrown away...

Logical.


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                       I can see now... how Jehovah must feel... over the plight of his people.
                                                                           --
I had another dream last night... As all my dreams seem to be rather vivid. Probably due to the medication I've been on.

There was this cat. This little orange cat. He was adorable. And comical. And it was almost as if I could talk to him. Like he understood me.
Whenever I would get lost, the cat would kindly lead me back home. Like even if I was lost in the woods, or something. He never led me astray.
And I quickly fell in love with the little creature.
He would even follow me. Wherever I went. Like a little protector.

However, as I followed him around... I quickly found out... that he was living a very down trodden lifestyle. For he was in an extremely poor situation for a cat. He did not have a human home. And so had great difficulty finding clean water, and staying clean himself.
He also had to beg for his food. Going up to people and offering them little trinkets he found in the forest for a few measley morsels of chicken, ect.
Granted... he was surviving. But for the fact that he was my friend. I could not stand to watch him suffer. While I... lived in the lap of luxury. Even if... we were both insanely poor. I still had somehow procured for myself. A much nicer place in which to live.
This creature... did not have a home.
And the thought... troubled me.

So in the dream. I explained to the cat. That I worried greatly over his present plight. And that I did not wish for my dear friend to continue in this way. So I asked him, if he would stay with me. In my home. Or if he was ever in need, that he would come to me straight away. That I might offer to him some aid. For I cared for him. And I worried for his safety.
He was just about to agree with me. When an evil mouse appeared in my home!
He had never before encountered a rodent. So to battle one, must have been new to him.
He must kill the mouse, I explained. Or it will destroy his new home!

And so the two battled.
This... cat and mouse. I thought, since he was a cat, he would have no trouble at all defeating the mouse.
Surprisingly though, the mouse was very fierce. And took many bites out of the cat. Despite it's attempts to kill it.
I watched as the cat slowly began to lose the battle. He was not proficient enough in battle to take on the creature. And it cost him dearly.

With tears, I slowly watched my precious kitty die... an agonizing death. From infection to his wounds.

And in my anger toward the rat... I snagged it with both hands!
I took it outside!
And I snapped it's spine!
Killing it.

I showed NO remorse for it.
It had killed...
my dearest friend...


I believe... that soon... God will do the same. For us.

(Jeremiah 25: 32- 34).

                 - The picture was another treasure I had found. But it captures the spirit of my words, nonetheless.




                                                                                   ~ Crystal LM 😕🙏💪

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